“I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours."
— Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)
Love – is the greatest feeling you could ever hold. Everybody loves some other one. And they all think that their love is so special and the greatest of all. But for the rest of the world, it is just another ordinary relationship. So is mine, the love between me any my adorable husband. To the world, we are just another married couple. We didn’t have a long lasting love story; we didn’t have the so called terrible obstacles in our story; we are not coming from famous families to be spoken about. But for me, it is very special. It is the most precious thing in my life.
It is a miraculous feeling, that I think everyone should feel in their lives. They day I realised that I am being loved - I remember the dazzling feeling I had in my mind. It was amazing. When I heard the three words 'I Love You', I was on top of the world. I was not the first to hear those words, I was not the only one to be loved, I was not being loved by the most handsome or the richest guy in the world, but it was the best thing to happen to me - ever. I should admit that it doesn't give me only smiles. It does give me tears, it does make me hurt, but knowing that it's all because of love, I feel more comfortable. There was this friend of mine - Lasandi - who once told me, that the right match for me would not only complete me, but also would complement me. She was absolutely right. I am definetely feeling complete with you, and you being besides me adds more value to this person too, bringing out all the good within me. This is why your love is so special.
Every morning I wake up smiling, turning to see you next to me. You are so kissable and adorable. I look at your sleeping eyes, and smile again, because those eyes belong to me. I feel like cuddling to you again, because your warmth gives me a sense of protection. I play with your hair, and it gives me some kind of a motherly feeling, and it holds the smile in my lips. Then when you take me to your arms, I smile again. I am loved! I must have told you thousand times that I love you, and I will be telling you million more times, yet not enough to finish expressing my self. I want to keep on saying those three little words over and aver again, but they don’t carry the feelings I have for you correctly.
Life will go on. You and me will also grow old. Still, my dream about you will remain the same. It is the ordinary dream every man and woman would have. It's a dream of a perfect day to zip a cup of tea with our grand children around us - to tell them the stories, and still to hold our hands and kiss good night. I need you in my life, at each and every step I take, so that I am not afraid of falling down. I want you to have that smile on your face and tell me you love me every morning, so that my day is gonna be so good. I need you to listen to all the crazy things I talk at least with a hum. With all that, I need you to share your sorrows and grieves with me. I promise to be what you want me to be, every possible time. I promise to be with you and love you; to love you until you feel the last breathe I take.
“In times of grief and sorrow I will hold you and rock you and take your grief and make it my own. When you cry I cry and when you hurt I hurt. And together we will try to hold back the floods to tears and despair and make it through the potholed street of life"
— Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)
By D.R. De Silva
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